Pain

I wish I'm in a busy mode every second,
so I won't have time to think about you,
because every time I think about you,
my heart beat faster than usual and
that made me suffer from the pain inside.

How I wish I never say or do anything
that will hurt your heart to you...
But I know whatever I say now,
you will not care anymore because
your heart already hurt by me deeply.

I'm sorry...
Even though 'sorry' doesn't turns back time,
but please allow me to apologize to you...

I'm really sorry.

:( :'(