Saturday, October 30, 2010

Kindergarten Teacher

I was pretty free after PMR. S0 I went to my friend's mum's kindergarten and help the teachers there to teach the children dancing for their end year concert. I taught the 6 years old children. I taught them some easy and simple steps using the NOBODY song. On the first day, I was teaching the 6 years old children dancing while the 4 and 5 years old children were learning their dance in their classroom and some outside but when the school ends those 4 & 5 years old children started to sing I WANT NOBODY,NOBODY BUT YOU!! This proves that K-pop rocks rite? Yeah, K-pop rocks!!!
I was deeply attracted by this 4 years old boy. He was so so so cute!! And I can't stop myself from taking his pictures!
he IS cute rite???
Btw,he is a Malay boy. He looks like mix.

I like him so much!!!

HAHA! I asked him to show the peace sign.
So the whole week I went to kindergarten and teach dancing. When recess time, I'll go and sit beside this cute boy and eat together with him. I love talking to him. He speaks as though he is a adult. So cute! There are many conversations between us that are so funny but I kinda lazy type all. Sorry! ^-^ I love being a kindergarten teacher. Although children are very noisy but I think I am fierce enough to ask them to keep quiet. HAHA

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Bowling

This was my first time to bowling centre and of course it was also my first time playing bowling. I have lots of fun with my friends there. We went there with a few teachers. This activity was only for the form threes because we have done our PMR. Thank you,teachers! I appreciate all the activities that all of you have prepared for us. I LOVE CONVENT !


We're so happy and excited !!


Cool or not ?? HAHA ! Btw,I gt strike! :D
I am sorry,best friend...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Happy Birthday


HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY !
Although I wanted to wish you by my own so much but I know I can't. So I'll just wish you here because I believe you do view my blog. I'm still hoping for your forgiveness.
May the Lord continue to rain down His blessings unto you. God will NEVER let you go,is you will let Him go.
"Delight in the Lord and He will grant the desires of your heart." (Psalms 37:4)
I am sorry,best friend...

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Freedom.


As you know I am the only child in my family. So my parents were like over protecting me. They won't simply let me hang out with my friends. Even now, after exam, they don't let me go out celebrate with my friends. What's wrong having a dinner with friends? What's so big matter going out exercising with friends? We're not doing anything bad like smoking,taking drugs,riding motorcycle without licence or doing anything that we're not suppose to do. Mum, I need a break!! I know you did all this just to protect me. And you said you love me? All this was for my own good? Now, I officially announce, I am not happy at all. I was like bird that can't fly freely in the sky. Although I kept quiet when you said I cannot go out with my friends but it doesn't mean that I agree with everything you said. I just don't want to argue with you, mum. Do you know how I felt when I know my friends were hanging out? I am so upset and I was thinking why? Why their mums would allow them to hang out while you can't? Their mums love them too, just like how you love me. But why?? I do need some space where I can release my tension and tell all my sorrows with somebody I am more comfortable with such as friends. Mum, do you what I am doing in my room after exam? Do you really know what I really need? I am telling you now, I cried in the room, do you know? I need some freedom, will you give me? I thank God that He had given a mother and I also pray that God will whisper in your ears about my feeling. Even though I am typing now, I am crying. Whenever I think of all these, I felt so down but you never realise and never take an effort to ask why am I so down. Do you really care? Mum, you can't always be the right one. You should learn to listen to what your daughter really needs. Mum, will you give me my freedom just like letting the bird out of the cage? :(
I am sorry,best friend...

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Talk to God.


Don't be a silent sufferer. Be a spiritual journalist. Do spiritual journals. God absence is almost never felt when things are going well. When the seas are smooth, the sky is bright, we just assume that God is on hand, taking care of us. But let the tension build and the frustration mount, let life puts its knee in our stomach and start to pin us to the mat, and we begin to wonder, where is God? When this happens, do what the psalmist did. Tell God how you feel. Doing so will remind you that God is near enough to hear your complaint. So don't keep everything to yourself. It is dangerous to our physical health, emotional health and spiritual health. To keep those feelings bottled up inside, they will break out. Stress and ulcers emerge!

Unburden our spirit and express our trust in God.



I am sorry,best friend...

Monday, October 11, 2010

Siblings

FYI,I'm the only child in my family. Many people said that they wish to be like me but I wish I have many siblings like them. Most of them think that becoming the only child can get whatever they want but it'll be very boring to be alone. I hope to have elder brothers and sisters so that they can help me in my homework and share they experiences with me. Although parents love the younger ones more, yet I still hope to have younger brothers and sisters too. Then I can play with them and enjoy the joyous moment with the younger ones. Although I don't have any siblings but I do have many great cousins! I love all my cousins!! They're just the same as my siblings and part of my family. Even though they live far away from me but when I meet them I'll be the most happy one. Maybe my face expressions doesn't show it but I love the time when we're together.

Here are two pictures of my younger cousins.



Although I don't have any siblings but I have some God brothers and sisters.
They treat my just like their real sister. Maybe we're different in religion but I love them very much.
Especially my onican (brother)!! You'll always be my no.1 onican ever!

Here's a pic of me and onican.


So all of you with siblings,do appreciate the time when you all are together. If you're the elder ones,don't bully your younger siblings. Love them more!! :)
I am sorry,best friend...

Saturday, October 9, 2010

You are in Jesus Christ.

Allow the transforming power of God to rush through your life and cut the cord between you and your past.
Whatever you do,remember to get rid of the old body.
If the past is over,there is no need for you to walk around with mummies on your back or should I say,on your mind.
Get rid of that body and do it now.
Thoso old memories will try to negotiate a deal,but you don't need a twin hanging on you.
You don't need a secret affair with a corpse.
You don't need it as a roommate.

Therefore if anyone is in Christ,he is a new creation; the old has gone,the new has come!


I am sorry,best friend...

Friday, October 8, 2010

Disappointment.

I received a message from my friend today.
She said that you want me to view your blog.
I thought you wanted to forgive me already but actually not.
My heart broke again when I realised it was the same post I read yesterday.
You wanted me to know what you're thinking but do you know what am I thinking?
Every time I view your blog,I was hoping that there will be something different from your previous post.
But till now you still haven't change your mind.
I guess I have to be more patient for that miracle I am waiting for.
I will not give up on you and will continue praying for you.
Our God hears prayers and will definitely answers them. I am confident and have faith.

I am sorry,best friend...

Thursday, October 7, 2010

The Biggest Mistake.

I once have a best friend,
but I didn't treasure and appreciate.
I ignored and forsaken,
but now I realised I'm wrong.
I hope it's not too late to know that..
this is the BIGGEST MISTAKE I've made.

I do REMEMBER the time when..
you said I'm your best friend,
we shared our secret and sorrows,
we cheered and encourage each other.
and I'll never forget all the days we spent together!

I ADMIT..
I'm afraid of rumours,
I'm the one ignored you twice,
I forsaken you alone in the darkness,
I stole the light from you.
But...have ever try to find out the reasons??
Maybe you don't want to know because it might hurt you again?
Or you think it's not important to you anymore?

I KNOW..
I don't deserve your forgiveness because it's all my fault.
I have no rights to ask for your trust again because I broke it earlier.
I don't deserve to have you back because I left you alone in the darkness.
I have no rights to blame anyone because I didn't appreciate the chances you gave.


Although I know you won't forgive me and yet I still believe that there will definitely be a miracle if I don't give up. I pray to God everyday that one day He'll soften your heart and lead you out from the darkness. You may say it's impossible but everything that are impossible will be possible in Him. It might be a long period for that day to come but I will be patient and never give up praying to God. God has a purpose for everything that happened. God will never give us hard tasks if we're not ready for it. When God thinks we're strong enough then it'll be the right time for us to go through hardships because God wants us to be stronger!


I know you might not..
want to hear anything from me,
want to see my presence,
want to hear anything about me,
want to see things that represent me,
but I just want you to know till now,deep down in my heart,you're still in there.

I know you know me well,
you even know me better than my loved ones.
I really hope that you'll forgive me.
Just like what you've said,let the past be the past.
I don't want to see you hurting yourself because that hurts me too!

I am sorry,best friend...